Happy guessing!

With some knowledge from an angel, I have decided to try these again. But of a different brand. I’ve been binging a lot due to stress, heartaches and just being greedy and I am desperate to lose 10kgs.

End of this month, I’ll give it a shot. Pls pray that I’m successful else I’m heading to one of those slimming salons.

There is hope afterall.

Nothing. I feel unfulfilled. Unsatisfied. Half-empty. Resentful. Dejected. Depressed.

What else do I need to fill up my life, body and soul?

Mr ONS and I are casual friends right now but the sexual attraction is there. I do think we do hang out quite a lot and we click so effortlessly.

I do wonder how it would be like if we get together and have said jokingly to Mr ONS a few times but the fool just laughs it off.

Am I that bad? You can screw me but you can’t be with me?!?!

Asshole.

Why?

I just don’t get it. I am not a prude, I read literotica everyday coupled with porn. I masturbate once a week and I do have dessert with my men. *licks lips*

Why?

Any tips guys and gals?

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I’m still having the same money problems. Took up an admin position a month ago but this is not what i intend to do. I’ve been feeling quite lonely these days. Been meeting up with Mr Ons but we’re just friends. Been contemplating on getting a pet puppy or kitten.

Maybe i should just start dating again.

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Mr Ons and i have been meeting up for casual lunches, dinners and drinks. Nothing serious, and we have stopped all naughty business. Unfortunately the sexual tension keeps building up between us. I would tingle when he brushes his hand against me as he tries to shield me away from the angry crowd when we’re in town, from when our hands accidentally touch each other when reaching for the bill. Innocent touches yet not very innocent at all. We stopped having sex because I didnt want to feel like a whore, having sex with someone in which i’m not having a relationship with. But why do i really feel like jumping him? I want to tear off his clothes, to kiss him from the top of his head till his toes, to caress his lovely penis, to biting the tender part of his neck and riding him, with his mouth suckling one of my tits and caressing the other with his other hand.

Damn. I feel like a horny bitch. Must stop such sinful thoughts. This sucks.

(pic taken from flickr)

As some of you guys know, i’ve been unemployed for a while. Finding a suitable job has been hard and i’ve had used up almost all of my savings. If this continues, ill need to move back with the family which i’ll definitely go crazy.

Help!